Tired

Tired 
Of my bigot loveless mother 
Tired 
At the mercy of my period 
Tired 
Always anxious to be anxious 
Tired 
See no reason to get out of bed 

Tired 
Giving others not receiving 
Tired 
Unable of loving myself 
Tired 
Who's the woman in the mirror? 
Tired 
Even though my belly's full I still feel empty 

You cannot drain me I am already drowned 
Down to the floor of my pitiless self 
Don't condescend me, don't patronize 
I'm sick and tired of your countless lies 

Tired 
My tattoo, nails, hair are my own 
Tired 
I'm the one who measures my weight 
Tired 
Drinks and smoking are my choices 
Tired 
Psychopathic exes can burn down in hell 

Tired 
Of your counterfeited friendships 
Tired 
All your non-requested advice 
Tired 
Why do you care about my outfit? 
Tired 
In front of me you wouldn't stand one chance 

You cannot drain me I am already drowned 
Down to the floor of my pitiless self 
Don't condescend me, don't patronize 
I'm sick and tired of your shameful lies 

I'm a survivor, I'm not going to fight 
Elbowing my way throughout all this mess 
Better watch out for my storm is to come 
The clock is ticking, you reap what you sow